Saturday, December 29, 2007
My network access has been severly restricted. Just after i decided to ditch Windows Xp to move on to the "Safest Windows Ever". My BSNL Line went dead. . . .
Well since i was also in no mood for a Major REINSTALL, i just went for basic setup . . . .
(I Have Linux for all my Emergencies)
Well "The Safest Windows Ever" . . . . kept up to its reputation . . .
It just cannot stop a simple Script on a PEN Drive from AutoRunning and ended up having a cold . . er!! i mean a virus . . . .
One thing i noticed is, it is It is easy to detect programs running in the background . . . .
And as usual the security features make it one notch tougher to clean a Virus . . But i must agree it does make it a little tweny weeny bit simpler to detect ..
Welll no SHOWEY CRAP or some SMART A** comments ... i dont want to spent too much money on a "Web HUT" ...
A Happy New year to all my friends and readers here . . . .
Have a great year ahead
Thursday, December 20, 2007
There isn't any error here . . . .
Was there a time
Was there a time, when you sent a Message
Was there a time, when you made a call
Was there a time . . . . . . , Was there a time . . . . .
And time went by, without a reply . . . . .
A Confused Person (CP) 's chat with a Problem Solver (PS)
CP: I communicate with my friends . . .
CP: I know they get my mesages
CP: Sooner or later they read it , , , , my Friends are busy people
CP: . . . its like
PS: Whats bothring you
CP: Its just this... I used to be so lost in myself i never used to talk much with others
CP: Now that i talk, i sort of freak out when i do not get an instant reply
CP: Or say a reply within a reasonable time
CP: I am in doubt if my message reached my friends, I , , I , , , , , , I , , ,
PS: Calm down, . . . Calm Down, . ...........
PS (Problem Solver) to the friends of (Confused Person) :
Wikipidia articles on TCP & UDP i which PS used to Explain ACKNOLEDGE concept to CP
. . . . . let him know he needs to put in the effort, and also ask for help . . .
Friday, December 14, 2007
But in fear we die.
In Trust we live
We Live Life
In fear you shrink, in fear you are blinded
In Trust you bloom, in Trust you open
For in Trust You are You
Woven we are in fear, in trust
Untangle the fibers . . .
Trust the Trust and keep the fibers of Trust
Put to rest the fibers of fear
.... .... .... .... .... ....
I dedicate the above lines to a "Monk" for helping me make sense of my fear and my trust.
And i hereby heed to a simple request to share a few of our chat lines with the world
(try this when you are overcome by fear)
Monk: go within urself
Monk: watch ur thoughts like u watch traffic
Monk: let thoughts pass
Monk: DONT REACT, JUST WATCH
Monk: u will find within urself stillness and peace
Monk: and once u are stabilisied in that
Monk: u work hard confident of ur trust
Monk: u will succeed
. . . . . . .
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Is it something you have for someone or something someone has for you
Have you ever experienced receiving trust unconditionally
Have you explored the vastness of the trust placed in you
Is trust a freedom or a leash
I have seen trust as a guiding light, a leash to keep me on my path
A space for me to explore, to stretch my wings
A new form of trust i have seen, a trust which i can compare to a school
A school, a place, a space, where i can fall, raise, live, enjoy, share . . . . . .
I speak of a trust which has provided me with my playground, my place to try
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Bro @ the wheels of ma Indigo
Ma_Voice1: this guy is Scaring d S*** out of me at just 80Kmph. . .
Ma_Voice2: must be since its 10 in d night on d Highway. . U B****y go over 100 all d time.
Ma_Voice1: I may be FAST, not reckless/ like HIM, i am more . . . . . .
After a couple of small nicks that my Pit Bull Terrier put on my leg.
Ma_Voice1: Damn Go get Vaccinated, this pup still hasn't got his
Ma_Voice2: Chill, a rabid dog had earlier licked u crazy, suckled on ur fingers. God knows if u washed your hands before eating. U must be immune to that damn virus, U even grew up with a dog . . . . . . . .
Hmmmmm . . . . . Couple of incidents which actually got me scared.
FEAR for a guy who is known to be quite reckless on d road, bla bla bla
There was a point in time, not so long long ago, where in this soul hated itself, given up on the hope of having a normal life, life's little happiness (for reasons not so important for the current context/STORY) . . . . . Then came along HOPE, (I can say supply for hope was always there, BUT in came a CATALYST, which speeded up the reactions)
To the point . . . .
The fear (i tried to depict the fear, rather show two scenarios where i felt FEAR recently)
I did feel good since this was a fear which sort of PUSHED me to do things,
IT is a positive fear which feel. There are more goals, more expectations i am looking at.
I want ______________________
Is there a chance ?
When do i do something about it
Ma_Voice1: I am not sure about something.
Ma_Voice2: Take Time.
Ma_Voice1: time is not the source for concern, Do i have a chance? at least a sign of HOPE which says give it a shot . . . .
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Saturday, December 01, 2007
the same goes to the content, so i'll just put a bullet to differentiate between various different issues.
before i go into the whole " ", . . . . . past couple of my days were spent in trying to buy a piece of agricultural land, SO!! this post is about life away from the busy city.
Do I like being in the city ?
Yes! I prefer to WORK here
I like the people here
Do I like to live away from the city?
Yes! I prefer to LIVE here
I HATE the people here
The questions above were just to get your attention,
What I want to highlight is a GROWING TREND in many rural areas,
- ISSUE - 1
I've not started "Working" as yet & still have got the "Student" tag attached to me. . . . I do manage to earn once in a while out of my petty jobs (be it from AdSense, Assembling Computers, etc etc). There is a satisfaction, happiness, pride that i get with my own money. And even putting in the money i have received from my parents to good use, get returns from it . . . .
Away from the city i see a VOTE BANK, that's what they are being made into. Lost are the values, simplicity i used to hear about people there.
The new breed of villagers, are being made to act as a mere VOTE BANK, they are being FED (food, alcohol, money). Not just during Elections, but year round, Elections are just like the MONSOONS, where there is just plenty.
What I saw were people, with no inclination to put in hard work, they want easy money, alcohol. Hey Live Enjoy TODAY, and not their life (in the long term). I see them taking GOVERNMENT LOANS, SUBSIDIES, state (TaxPayer's Money) and waiting it to be WRITTEN OFF. Also the booming Real Estate prices are also acting as a catalyst to their downfall. A source of easy money, by cashing in a piece of land every few years.
We hear about Farmers ending their lives, I can definitely blame the government on this. Several Areas/reasons like not having COLD STORAGE Facilities. Why is Govt. not focusing on Export / Storage / Better Pricing for Agricultural Products.Very very very few people work hard in these places now. The farmers get tired of the meager returns they get. They take loans from private lenders and end up in a vicious cycle. THERE ARE NEWER SMARTER FARMERS who now go in only for Government Loans on their agricultural land (there r loopholes there is nothing like the "Credit Card" type recovery there, Govt. cannot/does not acquire the land of the defaulter, mostly the loan gets subsidised/written off). The precious tax money at work. My very own uncle has this attitude, & btw i can give you enough specimens.
The huge processions which disrupt traffic, Political gatherings . . . . Next time, just keep an eye for the Buses/trucks/trains etc which get in people. TRAINS if u have been lucky enough u will know a Ticket Checker & RPF is no match to 100's 1000's of people who hop in for a free ride. Do you think they care for your RESERVATIONS. They r provided food and money for their little picnics. Do i have to speak of alcohol.
- Issue - 2
"Constitution of India & Professional Ethics"
Yes I am refering to the extra little thing which students of Professional colleges have to study now. ONE of the BEST thing that is being done to ENLIGHTEN the EDUCATED but IGNORANT masses.
It took me days to make my mom (a Professor in Bangalore University) realise, that now a Rs.2/- document sheet is being used instead of the old system of Stamp Papers, you have to take a D.D. for the duty and present it during registrtions. . . . Courtesy, my uncle who had convinced my mom that we have to take DD, Stamp paper from bank. . . . and all d bribes being paid . . . . . . (i waited till my mom had given up hope of any work/progress happening on the "deal" . . . courtesy my uncle. . . . . )
Once i took charge, my Uncle gor even more drunk, and passed out on the road, i happily left him there after taking the cash from his pockets :D , poor guy lost hope of making moey that day and got himself drunk till he passed out.
I DID not learn this in the CIPE class, but still there is lots of stuff worth having information about, . . . . . ETHICS, i am happy with the rules i live by. no further comment about it
- What can I/WE do
these are just my personal views,
(Son of a BITCH, somebody made a mistake by telling Soil, A dog's son is a DOG)
People who support him/believed him go get ur IQ tested
Politicians take your religion and ...............
Make promises on he work you wish to do,
Not wich religion/place of worship you want to promote/build/favour
Religion is for you to follow, DO not promote/favour etc
God is GOD for everyone, whatever you choose to call him/her/the force as
before you blame the biggies
WHO THE FUCK PUT THEM THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE
this is just a brief trailer, to heat things up a bit. I'll take more specific issues later, so we can have smaller managable chunks to chew upon. Help me by leaving comments,
which says "Virgin's don't get entry to Heaven"
(the place which is supposed to have lots of pleasures / nice nice things around in there . . . to be honest i don't know what u get there, Haven’t been there u c)
from what little knowledge i have i hear we r the only species which has sex for pleasure (i mean on land. The Dolphins take over d watery part of the planet). So that way i feel it’s a privilege to have some, er! pleasure (read sex) as n when d mind feels like (i mean when d thought & opportunity sort of comes together and things happen/done rather)
so where were we, ya ! ya !
us being d only species . . . . .
so when we die and reach the Pearly gates or finally meet up with d dude YAMA
(YAMAHA, YAMA. . . . some coincidence Hmmmm!!!)
die n get to d gates / meet d dude . . . . . whatever u believe in
me says, We meet up with god who sort of looks @ our performance / score / what we did / did not's to decide where to put us up (Heaven or HELL)
so i'm fearing that if i die a virgin
(i am actually a . . . . , , due to lack / not making use of OPPERTUNITIES, that i have no clue)
so if i die a Virgin, i'm afraid d DUDE (sorry GOD) may say. . . .
Look dude (maga, buddy, friend, son, or whatever he may chose to call me by)
u have not EXPERIENCED the very BASIC of PLEASURES,
if i send you to heaven, what is the guarantee that you are going to make use of all the pleasures there (could be pleasures like NO BOSSES, DEADLINES, STUDIES, pay without work . . . not just S**) when you did not even experience the basic one down on the third rock from the sun (a.k.a PLANET EARTH), i really really doubt it
Dude continues . . . .
that way you better go to hell itself, & Be comfy there . . .
OFF u go to HELL
NEXT ! ! ! ! ! !
God: r u a Virgin
DEAD PERSON 1024: Yes
God : HELL
NEXT ! ! ! ! !
God: r u a Virgin
DEAD PERSON 2048: NO
God : Heaven
Request to my lovely (READ: A****E) friends who ask me QUESTIONS about other people's Sex Lives . . . . . . .
1> ITS NONE OF MY BUISNESS TO KEEP TRACK OF ALL THAT
2> I WONT TELL YOU EVEN IF I KNEW
3> u'd be better off MINDING YOUR OWN BUISNESS
Hey La Vida, i'm happy no one asked about u, its just about some other pple
Don’t know why i'm getting this idea of asking u questions :D