Friday, December 19, 2008

iPhone 3g UNLOCK

Well Well Well !!
The Wait Almost seems to be over.


You have Waited this Long . . . . .
Now   . . . . . . Just Wait a Little More


iPhone-Dev-Team   is releasing the FIRST UNLOCK for the iPhone 3G by New-Year's Eve.


For all those of you who asked me (over the phone/chat) about the iPhone 3G unlock etc etc ...
Just help yourselves 



Thursday, December 18, 2008

Gift ! ! !

The best gift you can give is a hug: 
One size fits all and no one ever minds if you return it.



PS: This might have been seen on orkut by a few people, btw I guess GOOGLE may have a pretty good reason FOR SHOWING ME THE SAME line everyday. Since they happen to know all of my ONLINE secrets

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

What Men Want

This is a copy of what MysLykeMeeh has posted here

I should say very accurate, and something i hadn't come across till now
. . . . and hence the Ctrl+C  , Ctrl+V



What Men Want
Men in the world are men all over the world.

There are many classifications of men and what men want depends on each type of personalities. They have also preferences like women. They can be picky like women too, they can be ‘neat-freak’ as much as women and they can be mean too. Men are totally different form of ‘species’ compared to the opposite sex. Even though that there are slight similarities of characters between women, they are still different form of individuals.
  1. Most men want to have, a thing that they can call their own; personality of their own.
  2. They want freedom and a thought of being free. They like to control people too, especially their love ones but in someway they like being controlled.
  3. They want to feel loved and be loved.
  4. They like to be appreciated and to appreciate. They want to give and they want to receive.
  5. Not all men are pigs, they want to give respect, and be respected.
  6. They want to like someone who likes them back.
  7. They want someone who can trust them and someone who they can trust.
  8. They want the recognitions on the things that they do for their love ones and someone who will support and sort of inspiration to them.
  9. Mostly, men want someone who can lean unto them and someone who they can lean upon. Men are humans; they also feel the pain and the hurt. They may not show it but obviously it reflects to their face.
  10. They want somebody to share their emotions, feelings, and success. They want peace, so they like to give it to someone they trust and loved. They want you to believe in them.
Though, there are types of men who want to get everything and there are also types of men who just want to settle and contented for only small things. Men want to let you know that they exist. That’s why they toil hard, they work hard, they help you up, they create both sense and non-sense, and they give you everything even if it takes hard for them.

….because most men want to be a real man.


The Plan That's Got to Wait . . . .

I had a Nice Simple Plan
But Some have it bigger

I Don't mind it bigger, but it has something missing (the most important bit that i wanted to include)


There's another year. Another Time

Just Start Out Early, Before someone does...

OR

Just convince a few people this year ...

Monday, December 15, 2008

Money . . . .

 I Have a strange realtionship with money, which i don't understand YET!!!


I never had to struggle for money, Been lucky to find it waiting for me on the streets.
Or get what i demanded, for the work i did.


A Little Correction,
I mostly understand my relationship, but not sure if i completely do.



As long as you are not Miserly with You/ur people . . . 
Major expenses stay away.

Birthday Season

Its that time of the year where Birthdays are celebrated back to back  . . . .

Just yesterday was WhenCUTdeep's 


With mine approaching, i just wish i get to spend some time with my closest pals...
And a few memories to go with it. . .

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

iPhone Tales . . . .

I have an iPhone,
What's the Big fuss, etc . . .
It has been sold in such huge numbers that...  
the Numbers justify a Whole Community to exist, and make new Software, OS etc for it

The Community reached a milestone


The Mid 20 Crisis . . .

^^Phone Rings^^

Ah!! a US number,  i'll be talking to someone (whom i haven't spoken to in a while).. Whose's Number is this ..

Me :  Hello
Ab :   Maccha!! XP CD key idhya . . . .  Boot Camp **** , VmWare  Bla bla bla

Me/Ab  :   SO!! Whazzup!!
Ab :  Gotaitha ***** got married, btw  ***** Gotha ninge
Me : Gotaitho, Orkut ide alwa  .... The girl is *** alwa




Just a tiny thought which got spawn'ed, which led to a small discussion

Nothing Much ....
Just a little "Common" things with all the "couples" who tied the knot
  • They knew their guy/girl for over 6 years (almost a decade in some cases)
========+++++++++++++++=================++++++++++++==========


A few highlits of the "Discussion"
  • Nodu maga nanu iddini,  inyenu 25 aithu nange (look @ me dude i'm almost 25 now)
  • Maga these guys had a lot of "planning"     "Exexution time"
  • ad yella bido, innu yaru sikkilvo (leave all that,  haven't found anyone .... all that will come later ... planning etc)
  • dude, you find someone.....  then there's still all the time that one has to put in ..... Simple mathematical  calculation......    Start now , and after that atleast 5-6 years... DOES NOT LOOK GOOD
  • Hey *****, modhlu yaradhru Sikbeko   (hey u have to find some one first, that think of all the other things)
This just a conversation between "Two Single Guys, in the middle of their Mid 20 Crisis" . . .


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PS  :  This was just a NONsense conversation, to look back at and have a laugh @ our not so perfect lives . . .



A piece of "Infinite Wisdom"

  • People (parents or even the guy/girl whom u like) may not have a clue of what could be "possible"
  • If this is "possible"
  • OR, they might have several doubts, questions, fears  etc etc etc . . .

So What do you call THIS - showing that "Something is Possible"


Some call it Fair, some call it Manipulation  . . . .
Whatever it is, It is fine as long as the 2 people involved (assuming guy n gal)  know of it  & are fine with it.

In the end, it is them who have a promise to keep for a lifetime

Monday, December 01, 2008

Autographs . . .


Saying "goodbye" is something which i never did

I'm not talking about the Everyday Bye,  But the ones said on 
  • On the last day of school
  • On the last day of college
I am in contact with a few special Long Time Pals . . . . , even got back to a few


.   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   

I just never wanted to let go of my people, 

.   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   .   




I was freeing up some space (read throwing out some junk)  to move around in my room, while i did a little bit of study . . .

Came across


A collection of Autographs from the 70's  . belonging to my mom

It had me in tears  :-)




Chalo,
Need to get back to my books and meanwhile give mom's memories back to her .


Edited to add  :
I Choose to keep my friends with me . . .
I will make snapshots, and even collect some snapshots with/from people I meet along the road of my life.  (snapshots = Autographs or Anything which brings back memories)


For those who did not know :
I almost never took Autographs ...
I remember buying a Autograph book, but do not remember using it

I Let go of my Possessiveness 


Sunday, November 30, 2008

Parental Advice


Some Advice to me from my parents . . . . .


(not so long ago . . .)
Dad :  Don't mix with girls, you will become shy like them . . .
(dad's Gyan to me, to stay away from my cousin sister(s) / girls ...)

(Long Long Long   ago . . . . . . . .)
Mom :  Phone ide ninge   (There's a call for u)
Me    :   Yarru ??  (Who??)
Mom :  Yavudo Chikka "Hudgi" . . .   (some very small/kid "Girl")
Me    :  , ....   ....   ....  HEY Rekha adu ....   ( My elder cousin sisters [mom's bro's daughter] had given the phone to their younger sibling ... knowing my mom better )


Meanwhile in my head (Bloody, you know all the girls much better than me ...   ....  ...   .... )
PS  : I hardly used to speak to anyone, except one cousin of mine . . . and moreover  mom would have spoken more in one conversation, than i would have done in all my school life ...


Mom  :  Look at Su*****h ,  look how free/open he is with everyone ... talk about studies ... bla bla bla
Me (in my mind)  :   HELLO !!!


Sometime Back  . . .

Mom   :  "Girl"
Me      :   SO !

Me (in my mind)  :  think think .... I know you are struggling where to start a conversation with this guy






@ Present

Mom :  She knows the kind of friends I have (do tell her about little little things .....  She does remember quite a lot what I have told her in the past .....   She is now slowly getting introduced to all the little characters,,,  earlier known as "friends" in all my narrations )



Dad   :   Who is this guy??   always stuck with friends friends friends!!!!


 

The Walk

It all started a little over a year back  . . . A walk at Lalbag


3 Buddies still kept it going . . . once in a while

Something which should have been routine, was still special . . .


A nice little break "From Life" ???
I don't think so . . . .


It was just like a cup of "Coffee"
Which just had each one of us refreshed



and I relived memories of morning from a year ago . . .

Thursday, November 27, 2008

I have a promise to keep . . .

You asked "Will you stick to your plan"

I Said "I will"

Something Unsaid :-
The Worst Way I can let you down/hurt you, is by "NOT Keeping a Commitment for MYSELF"
 
The Worst Way you can let me down/hurt me "Letting Circumstances/others run your Life"





I really have no clue, if I have conveyed what I wanted to say,
Let me put it this way . . .
You kill me each time you :-
Give up on something you want
Deny a Possibility for yourself






btw I had been a little nosey of late, 

I'm learning to walk . . .
I have my Crawls . . . Walks . . . . Falls
Will me a While Before I RUN
But Run I Will . . .  and will keep on Running






PS:  This is just directed at one particular person.
         Others please ignore. 

Healings . . .

First I request you to read 
   (1)  this    and   (2) this

Slightly Unrelated, but do have a look at  (3)   this
(did not fine a place to rant @ a few accquiantces of mine,  who tried his luck somewhere....     
To HIM/THEM :    If you are so DESPERATE,  get a clue where you should be trying your luck )

There are quite a few links if you go through (1) . . . one link to another to another


One pattern repeating ever and over and over...
A sense of Negativity (shame, guilt, horror, fear,  . . . . the list goes on)


There are several areas I know something can be done.
The most important fact i noticed :-
Years and Years after a Incident, I see suffering . . .


My dear Bloggers, (non Bloggers too)
Why do you have to Suffer for no fault of yours . . .
Memories stay,
Why dont you just leave behind the Stigma, Pain, Sufferings . . . .


Easier Said than Done . . . .
Btw i'll share my small tiny story . . . .

I was Blackmailed, hmmm!!! at least for 2 years
some random guy from school . . . . asked me if I Loved my parents, teachers . . . .
Of course YES!! I do

So, next couple of years went by like this :-
i'll go tell the Principal that you Love ......  ,  she will throw you out of school 
i'll go tell your mom that you Love . . . . . , She will throw you out of your house . . .

Silly i know, But i was really freaked out
btw this started during my 4th - 5th Standard....
This guy was not my senior,  But same as standard/grade as mine, who lived near my Home . . .
So not just torture in the School Van, but during vacations, holidays also . . .


And Today in my mid 20's (eeek!!! i'm getting older)
I am learning What Relationships are . . .  And the most Basic ones
Friendships, Trust ... etc
And i'm Damn Bloody Confused . . .  (actually much much better compared to last week, he he he)


A BIG HUG , and a thanks from the bottom of my heart to a very Patient, Nice, Forgiving, Trusting, Loving friend of mine . . . . 
A Sorry to a Friend, to whom I had become a Pain in the A** with my nonsense . . .


BACK TO THE POST . . . .
So i set about thinking of Probable "solutions" "way out's" to end all the sufferings involved . . .

I set about thinking of solutions like "Forgiveness",  "Making them pay" etc etc  . . . .


I am currently trying out :-
"Acceptance"       "Self Acceptance"




A Little Clue for my School Mates :-
This person used to stick his finger in his Butt and present it other Noses  . . .

I "TOOK CARE" of a Voyeur /Peeping Tom
I just ignored a incident with a 80 -85 year old gay man, I meet on the street  . . .
And in a way , this Blackmailer, did leave me Stronger in a way . . .



So What was I saying . . .
"Acceptance"    "Self Acceptance"

Whatever Happened to you, Happened. . . 
You are still the same Person , accept yourself. . . .



There is a Part of me that I find Disgusting . . . .
A relative/person I cannot AVOID . . . Is disgusting
Has done things like throwing condoms into the bathroom where someone is having a bath . . .
Finally married her, but did so by Printing and distributing Wedding Cards, without permission . . .
Caught him flashing to the House maid. . . 
*** : Don't expect me to believe you saying " I'm Impotent " 
His wife has found a Diary where he has a journal of his "Deeds" . . .

Most of the above secrets . . . Is in no way comforting . . .




I am a Mess Who (now) has a little clue as to what Life is, what relationships are, what love is, what are the forms of love . . . 



The "Ethics" Part . . . .
The relative of mine.... will stay in close proximity till his death . . .
How can I ever Conciously get anyone into the Mess surrounding my life . . . .



Do you find ..... That I have to  " Accept Myself, The way I am "
TO have any Possibilty for Myself in this Life . . .

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Love

Love is a function of acceptance . . .


The Best Definition Ever.


Wednesday, November 05, 2008

:-) :-) :)

I will be attending a wedding of a cousin whom I have only heard of. . .


Going there uninvited, actually I'm taking my mom who wants to go

 
One such visit , may do nothing much for a broken relationship. But I am both Proud and Happy for her taking the first step.  (btw my mom is not expecting anything in return,,,  one main reason i am supporting her)


BTW.... I will be Driving through the Western Ghats with a Camera in my Hand.... 
So So So . . . . . 
Excited about Click Click Click ;)

Latest Hi Tec Gadhe Matu

Kathilli Phone sikskondu,
OORELLA Missed call Kotranthe . . . .



This post is dedicated to all the people who speak over their cell phone while searching when they find its missing from their pocket....   Or hold it/hang it over their neck   ..... & start searching for it

Enjoy Madi

Enjoy Madi
(click on link above)

Reading all the comments for "Enjoy Madi".....  Hmm!! Whats d Big deal, Bloody even i use it once in a while.... Oh!!! btw i have seen people getting MORE irritated for something else that i do.

Me & one of my best friends call each other as "Maga", Its just too easy (comfortable) than using our names...

I know "Maga" means SON/MY KID.

But "Maga" in slang, at least for me has a different meaning,
  • It has love in it  ( you don't call someone u hate as maga  ....  parents do love their children  .... Logic Understand Madi   a.k.a  Dhayavittu Artha Madkoli   )
  • Its generally used with someone you consider as a EQUAL to you.
Well, its the EQUAL (ok a combination of Equal, Someone Close, Friend etc etc....  its just what i feel & i have no reason to dissect and find out what exactly i feel)


I Missed Something,
I Call HER maga, & SHE calls me maga
 . . . . . . . .    & people go Arrrrrrrgh!!! on her side of the phone, & I give that "What Happened??" look the people on my side.


Maga, Maccha, Bob  ( used by me, once in a while - courtesy WhenCutDeep), dude, sir    . . .  etc

In what "context" do we/YOU use these names  ??
Think about all the lovely people in your life  & Smile :-)

Monday, October 27, 2008

Something from my wallet

This is something I Carry in wallet @ all times (for a few years now). 

It Reads  . . . .


I AM PERFECT EXACTLY AS I AM

I am neither too much nor too little. I do not have to prove to any one or anything who I am. I know I am the perfect expression of the Oneness of Life. In the Infinity of life, I have been many identities, each one a perfect expression for that lifetime. I am content to be who and what I am at this time. I am perfect as I am, right here and right now. I am sufficient. I am one with all of life. There is no need to struggle to be better. I love myself more today than yesterday and treat myself as someone who is deeply loved. I blossom with joy and beauty. Love is my nourishment that brings me to greatness. The more I love myself, the more I love others. Together we lovingly nourish an even more beautiful world . With joy, I recognise my perfection and the perfection of life. And so it is.

Passive Life.

Was there ever a time when you missed/lacked a few emotions in life.
Do you have that strange calmness, when you should have been upset/angry/depressed.


I\we Love being happy, full of energy, having thing go the way we want to. But the obvious lives we have, is it anywhere close to how we want it to be.

Do we really know "just exactly" life should have been for us to be Bindass, Bubbly, Happy, Carefree, Funny 24x7 ??




Well,
this strange state/phase I have been through   ( or am i still in ? )

What is it ?

Is it Alright ?

It's Kinda strange,

I am numb (this Bloody life ***  *** *** ***, I am strong , I can take on MORE )



Just who the hell are you trying to be . . . .

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I noticed myself "AVOIDING".

Avoiding,
Future, Possibilities, Risk, Fear, Pain . . . .


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Ok Ok Ok!!   just enough to get the thoughts running. Rest of the talk goes to the comments page.


I see RED dots springing up all over the world map on this blog (indicating my beloved readers)

A Happy Diwali to ALL of You :-)

Last but not least, my THANKS to my dear pal, to whom I asked
Me        :   "Do you let go of emotions/anger once in a while ??"
Friend  :   "Don't Know I have become kind of Passive of late"
There  goes "Passive Life", this is how i came up with the title of this post.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Everything in Life

"Making regular blog posts" ... Well do i just keep posting nonsense after nonsense, or something really worth being said.

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Well to be honest i am not in that confusion. He he he

btw, i just wanted a "buildup", to what was coming (rather will be in this Post)

Choice

We have come across this word haven't we. 
Choose, Choice

Now let us get to the "Title" of this post

Everything in Life

Well I do want "Everything in my Life". ya ya I am tooo greedy I agree,
But look at it this way, if not Everything, We all do have "SOMETHING" we really wish we had, or want or . . . . . . . .


Good ! ! !
Just a few ways of  "Analysing"
  1. Ok!! I am not Lucky enough to ...
  2. Hmm!!! too difficult . . . .
  3. Its just Wishful Thinking yaar
  4. Bla Bla Bla
Bloody Hell if you can dream about what you want,   Why Can't just YOU CAN JUST TAKE what you dream.


Well at this point, I apologise to people who's LIFE gets a mention here, as i have not taken your permission to make a mention of it in my blog.
I promise to keep your identities anonymous.

  • Dear S, You did not "pay up" because you lost the bet. You got those chocolates just because you said you would. It was never a "Yaay!!! i won a bet" for me, I did win, but I saw is something AND I have a lot of Respect for what I saw in you in you that day.     Now M/S, even after years I still have that little bit of "being proper, decent, appropriate" with you.   This thing is not bad, but comes in the way of my commitment towards you...  "M" my Pj's and Dialogues will not decrease, i promise you that... You might have noticed the Increase ;-) already... LoL,         BUT I have that hesitation when it comes to Kicking your ****  when you have given up on something / not starting something.........      M one last Dialogue for u - "You choose to move on,  You can also choose to take people with you when you move on", btw M do I need to tell you which part of my previous statement i want to push into ur head.... (sorry u have to bear with all my Nonsense till Dec 5th, and I really really want to you to come to my last seminar. It means a lot to me)    . . . . . . . . . . (One last Dialogue, just cannot resist this one,   "Nothing in life means an END of everything, unless to decide to make it the END,  For all that you know it could just be the BEGINNING of everything")
  • Lo B**** you are perfect the way you are, your mom says you are a little bit "Indecisive", I don't know what the truth is. But dude if you have achieved all that you have till now .........   How much better would it be  if you could be taking actions (choice), all the time, and leave all those "THINKING" behind.


The Landmark Forum, its just puts a brick on the accelerator pedal, for you to cruise ahead in life. What is done there, how why etc etc.....  I can definitely make a Ph.D on it, but of what use if it does not make a impact in your life.

You are perfect the way you are, so don't go get the meaning you are incomplete without the forum. Btw, I did not change one bit, but still feel d difference in how much fun i have now ;) 

Just use these links to dig up a little information (what is it, where is it, stuff like that), and feel free to contact me regarding the Landmark forum, what exactly i got etc etc etc...  btw, this thing is quite "generic" in the sense you can apply it to every goddamn area of your life.










Thursday, October 02, 2008

El Tag

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
 
 [currently] NOT APPLICABLE
  On a serious thought, i think i may not have a "IMMEDIATE REACTION" , but i will take some "Action".


2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
   This is a Long List... Hmmm right now i would love to get into a wonderful serious relationship.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
    Whose Birthday is it???

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
    Build a Beach House, Marry, Invest for a steady income, and follow all my hobbies and do little things to make a difference to this world.

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
    I Intend to.

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?
    I say BOTH.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
     Wait i will for a while.
     But i will always be there for the one(s) i love.

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what will you do?
   (The ones understanding my ans to Q.7,  will get the answer to Q.7,8 combined)
   I will move on.


9. If you could root for one social cause, what would it be?
    Empowering everyone to STAND EQUAL.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
    Loneliness

11. Where do you see yourself in 10 years time?
       Working, Enjoying Life.

12. What’s your fear?
      Not getting the opportunity of being in love

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
      Jhakkas (u should have known this before tagging me, LoL)

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
       I believe i get what i choose. I choose a spouse and a little obscenely big amount of money. 

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
      Listen to music in d loo, brush, bathe, eat .... run

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who will you pick?
      The one i choose.
      Btw, high time people get comfortable to the fact that love comes in lots of flavours (Friends, "The Special one, we all are so eager for", parents, brother, sister, teacher, SELF etc etc)


17. Would you give all in a relationship?
       Yes

18. Would you forgive and forget someone no matter how horrible a thing he has done?
       Forgive  -  Yes
      Forget    -  over a long time, maybe (can't have a good memory and be forgetful at the same time)

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
     I am ready to explore the other side of d fence.

20. tag 6 people.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Miracles . . .

I Just touched a fully HOT "Soldering Iron". . . . . Am not feeling a thing and am typing as usual.

PS : some place slightly below the plastic . . . . . my fingers (3 of them) did brush against the metal, was surprised as I had already soldered at least 6 to 7 contacts & a few more after that... I do have a UPS, So no question of BESCOM saving my fingers..

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Virginity . . . and a few other thoughts

The reason for this post is this post which linked to linked to

Also Read



I first came across this topic among a bunch of classmates...
Hmmm I remember this very "vocal" person who wanted every girl in this world to "be modern" .... SORRY!!! CORRECTION!!! Look Modern to his eyes , be horny etc etc..
EXCEPT FOR !!! ONE !!! fortunate/unfortunate lady who would one day have to be his wife.

Oh!! he calls its it "Be Modern"
But my version of Modern is different ... I like these >> definitions << better And so the correction.

Well here I was >>lost in thoughts about pushing this "Vocal Guy" from the top floor<< among a bunch of People I was barely managing to tolerate (I never liked these college mates of mine, who always had something to talk about my ***** etc etc ... a few feet behind my back, where I could still hear them whispering) ....
Each of them making unanimously making a single statement "That their wife has to be a virgin" and suddenly its my turn to repeat the statement.
So here I was planning a murder or should I say "Accident", making calculations on the force required to push this guy off the railing ..... and "BooM" it's my turn

So "Hmmm!!!" Stunned by my situation I somehow manage to ask myself the "Question"
. . . . . . . And realise I Really Don't care about that . . . .
Gave my answer and got those "Looks" ....


Long story short, those were the circumstances which woke up the curiosity in me on
"The Issue about a piece of Tissue"
So the usual me, did a fact search . . . . Library, Encyclopaedia, Internet (WikiPedia searches came much much later)




Moving on to me, I am always at ease with "People who can think", something which follows me even to this day... Then I Like activities (I Definitely am a little geeky, but still I love to sweat it out and do quite often)...
So Being Independent, Genuine Thinking, Creative, Assertive (but not bossy,,, U get Bossy over me, I beat u to Pulp... Simple) .... etc etc etc are some of the traits of people who make it to be my "Best Friends" .........
And I see Marriage/Relationship as a "Commitment in life long Journey with friendship" (to put it in simple terms... responsibility for each other and a few other funky funky words do come in somewhere)


ACTIVITY
This is something which caught my attention
(Oh!! btw i always a sucker for scientific facts and already knew some activities did something to the all important "tissue" .... all my readings later on was to just confirm from many sources to my fruitless effort to "explain" it to my "friends")
So the all important test wasn't a test after all


Others...
If the "View" guys have is one part of the story i have heard, there others "from both the sides" ..... Like fondling, ***jobs and some nice nice activities are not "Exactly Sex" ..... Whoa!!! "Not Exactly Sex" ......



Just Wondering . . . . .
If all the souls with great (Double) expectations met with fake *****
LoL .... Serves them good



About Me / My stand
1> I think i am "one person" types
2> I will tell tell about my past crush(es) (there is hardly anything to mention but still)
3> I would like to hear if there is/was anything serious (than coming as a surprise from someone else)
4> Something more about me >> imp's mom last comment in this post, I definitely agree on the "Conditioning" thing, I definitely have it..
5> My rules are for me to follow, not to enforce on others.... (I do advice on things like smoking, and expect others to follow the bare minimum, but I guess its OK!! he he he)

Friday, July 18, 2008

Movie Fashion Weirdness . . . .

I finally watched a movie in a mall on some cunning road>

The movie was fine, something about a Alcoholic SuperHero, I Reached some 25mins late, thanks to a 45Min notice given to me to get my a** there. So went there , usual metal detector going beep coz of my swiss army knife, and d security pple just interested in my tickets rather than a super sharp weapon.. Who terrorises a Empty theatre during the Morning show any way.


The Interval,
My first thoughts about something weird about the DressSense there were being overclouded by my hunger... U c i had not had the breakfast i had prepared (oh!! been doing it for sometime now, don't kno if its mom's new trick to force me to get married, any way i enjoy cooking, rather the freedom to have the food according to my tastes) ... ....

Well Movie over,
Stomach kind of digesting its dose of Burger, PopCorn n Pepsi....
between the pleasentries just noticing lots of strange clothes, not tho mention the Mall (my first time there u see)
Talk about MCQ's all that prospective Medical PG candidate(s) are bothered about.
A Future Pilot, and asking him to keep a small seat for us in the cabin to save on AirFare

Someware . . . .
KitKat: Maccha did u notice hat.
Me: ya, been seen quite a few, wondering if it was a co-incidence
KitKat : ya, this is supposed to be a Posh Mall, Everything Expensive, so Select Croud.... Solpa DressSense "TinG" agg irathe
Me: Ya can see . . .
KitKat : What do say to this
Me : Which one?? . . . . Whoa

The Sight . . . .
Something straight out of the Arabic Dance routine (pants i mean, that is the closest description i can give)
over that it was a thin fabric weird dirty colour, Dirty White the kind of one which white clothes get after reaptedly getting dirty and being washed with a Cheap Detergent.. ..

Soo much for the most the most expensive mall in town, so much i did not know it existed till a few days back...

Thursday, June 26, 2008

My Deep Dark World . . .

La Vida tagged me into this…
The Wait is Finally Over (MY FIRST TIME BEING TAGGED.... it was bound to happen some time or the other, so was actually waiting for this ..... and finally )

So here goes

  1. I have this huge urge to Talk Talk Talk. Having "HAD" a lack of people around, ended up with a Constant Chatter inside my head.... I Keep Talking to Myself 24x7. (update : well it has reduced significantly after I got a handful of real real trustworthy fRiEnDs who get to hear about my deepest of thoughts REGULARLY (whether they want it or not)
  2. I am very judgemental of people {I just figure out what this person is, almost instantly .... I Trust OR Exercise Caution } and I AM EXTREMELY CHOOSY about my friends. The people I have trust(ed,ing) most, I have trusted them ever since the first time I saw them (including a friend whose name I came to know only after taking to every week for a few months.... PS 2 d Friend : Maga the "Line in my Head" the first time when I saw you "Hmm!! One person whom I will keep talking to for a long long time..... But when do we first talk??? Hmmm" ... Well almost exact reconstruction of my thoughts ... )
  3. I am bad at remembering Names, Especially when I meet too many people in a short span of time MY AGE OLD TRICK - " hey give ur phone No. - ..... Enter Ur Name [giving d phone/Book] I dont want to make a "SPELLING MISTAKE".
  4. I remember VOICES of people, even people i havent met in years.
  5. I have a Huge liking for Good Shirts, .... Hate to spend money to buy Slippers, But always ready for Shoes/Sneakers.
  6. I am a little stingy (I walk upto 10-15 kms at times to save Money). Think a Zillion times before a rupee leaves my hand.. And forget about it once it does... ( I hate CoffeeDay or similar places... and am at total ease at the local Pani Puri / Bonda / Vada Gadi(s) ..... basically if spend money at any place - I HAVE TO GET BACK ENOUGH VALUE IN TERMS OF "Quality time, I get with the people I am there with".
  7. I love Adventure, Si-Fii, Action, Romantic ( but not tooo senti senti ) movies ......... But hate NoBrainers ...
  8. I Really Wish Mom was a little selfish and cared more for herself. ( She has undergone a lot of pain to to bring up Me & My Bro )... { i do not want to support her to stay back and go through more of the torture.... I do not want to stay here, and not sure what I will do if mom refuses to leave the "Mess" behind }
  9. I used to hate my life (of what I had seen my entire life), and somebody actually messed up the whole "Scary Image" I had, and brought out this hope (i would say Belief) that I can actually be "Happy" ....
  10. I had never in my earlier life, imagined myself doing creative espeically with words.... ( I was actually surprised when I came up with this, PS: This Version has been Edited)

In fear we live, think we live.
But in fear we die.
In Trust we live
We Do Live, Live Life

In fear we shrink, in fear blinded
In Trust we Bloom, in Trust we Open
For when in Trust, We are Who We actually ARE



I Guess I have More to tell, but will keep it for some people who are very speial to me....
Hmm!! Wait Not before I Tag... SiMi, Sunil, Kalam, WASA (Basically to wake up some people)

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Water




Dreams . . .

Now here you go again, you say you want your freedom

Well who am I to keep you down
It's only right that you should play the way you feel it
But listen carefully to the sound
Of your loneliness

Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
And what you lost

Yeah, thunder only happens when it's raining
Players only love you when they're playing
Yeah, women they will come and they will go
When the rain washes you clean you'll know, you'll know...

Now here I go again, I see the crystal visions
I keep my visions to myself
Well It's only me that wants to wrap around your dreams and
Have you any dreams you'd like to sell
Dreams of loneliness

Like a heartbeat drives you mad
In the stillness of remembering what you had
(Drives you mad,) and what you lost, (remember what you had)

Thunder only happens when it's raining
(Thunder only happens when it's...)
Players only love you when they're playing
(Players only love you when they're...)
Yeah, women they will come and they will go, (they will go...)
When the rain washes you clean you'll know...

Yeah, thunder only happens when it's raining
(Thunder only happens when it's...)
Players only love you when they're playing
(Players only love you when they're...)
Yeah, women they will come and they will go, (they will go...)
When the rain washes you clean you'll know...

You'll know, (the heartbeat drives you mad,) you'll know, (remember what you had)
You'll know...

My Favourite version by d Corrs



The Original . . . .

Saturday, April 19, 2008

With Friends Like these, Who Needs Enemies ! ! !

me : Hello . . .
KitKat : Hello Maccha . . . . . .
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me : Belli wasn't gettin any sleep in d BUS and so he called me @ 1.30 AM, . . . .
KitKat : i'd have done d same thing Ra . . .
me : *&%$%

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Worth Having a look At

P*** one of my best pals n more of a Big Sis from my **** gang came up with a Wonderful post.
http://commicacid.blogspot.com/2008/03/modern-woman.html (she wishes to be anonymous in the blogosphere)
Would like to mention its not just limited to women, but men too . . . .

This is the time where i am having a re look into all my friends around me..
(PS: for the people who find me keeping in touch regularly ... there is a lot in you i see and believe in, and see worth having as a friend for a lifetime)

I do not want to segregate men/women
I love to achieve a LOT in my life , and keep my values intact ...
I Love to be surrounded by such people

Probably would go to take the extra step in helping someone with a potential to take that EXTRA/FIRST step

Monday, March 24, 2008

Holi Long Long AGO ! ! !

Holi in College ! ! ! ! !
Was Rather Boring as We had to Be in Class :((
Fun coz our Lecturers were not there to Take Class ! ! ! :-D
So There we were Smeared in Colours,
Pulling in our friends who were running away from the CoLoUrS
A Truce Later, We decided for a Snap in ALL OUR Colours

So There we Stand In All Possible Shades
IN Walks our Placement Officer through one of the Doors
& d Administrative Officer through the OTHER

HOLI RE!!!

We Got our Leave, to Celebrate Holi !!!
Who cared if was called "Suspended for a DAY"

Sunday, March 23, 2008

Malgudi Days . . .

I had been too caught up all the lovely things a Great City like Bengalooru had to offer . . . Complete with Tensions, Traffic, crappy schedules, what not . . . . . .

Decided to get out of the "City" and even after an hour after of pulling in the BOYS and on the road i was like "Where do we go . . . I have been driving!!! I'm Hungryy , Waaahhh!!!! "

We landed @ the Village
US: We'll Have a Chicken......
d guy with d PDA: Sir No NON-Veg, Empty Sir :-( , . . . only Veg Items
US: Let's check with d veggi guys outside . . .
(we starting to walk out)
d guy with d PDA: 1 sec sir, Let me check with the Kitchen
Belli: For what, LEFTOVERS
d guy with d PDA: YES Sir, 1 Sec !!!

Ba Byeeeeeee ! ! ! ! ! ! !

So off we went in search of another restaurant...
Hey He said this is GOOD, & this Guy said This Place is nice . .
Oh!! btw were is This & That Place . . .

Finally landing @ some place. . .
Finding it Horribly Expensive,
Somehow deciding to eat there, without liking the pricey menu . . . .

Having
Chicken Soup - (Chicken boiled in Rasam, LoL)
Besi Bele bath - (with traces of Salt)
(we had edible food, but btw just mentioned d 2 Nice ones)

having looked @ pple trying to eat Raggi Mudde with a Fork
rotfl

We finally paid the bill,
stepped out of the Wonderful restaurant,
Changed the board to read "Sorry we are CLOSED".

And Got the Cheap thrill to see Families Surprised to see their Favourite Restaurant Malgudi Days "CLOSED" and walk to the next ONE!!!!!

Friday, March 14, 2008

Bringing it to REALITY

DREAM, Thoughts, IDEAS, Drive, PASSION

Having them, and wondering how to bring it to reality,
Inviting people to Join your Journey,
Wondering where you will get your start.

Finding a Break and then a possibility of a huge lead . . .

From my experience from the past few days

Opportunities Just are there.
Its up to you to open your eyes, decide to make use of them.




I'm getting ideas for the next few posts . . . .
Will give pretty soon give something for all of you to read . . . .

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Today's Fortune

What Orkut says . . . .
U bet man i'd love to...
but Who's gonna leave me the "Large Sum" . . .

Sunday, January 27, 2008

La La Las Vegas

Some Pics of the musical fountain outside Hotel Bellagio, Las Vegas.








Thursday, January 10, 2008

2008 For . . .

The year 2008 . . . .
I see a vertical ∞ . . . .
Today is the first double digit day of this year . . .
Already i see POSSIBILITY
Possibilities, Realities . . . . . .
My best pal got a job
Another super close friend of mine Has a new job in hand
My Bro got placed . . .

A major shift in life for almost everyone, yet we all there for each other
Cheers 200∞ . . . .


I see one of my dreams materialising and inching to shape into a reality.
I will make it BiG and live life "King Size"

My Special wishes to everyone . . .
And Double Special Special year Wishes to all the great people around me
(u... naaa . . . WE Guys ROCK)

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Simpler Life with Windows Vista

Windows Vista, the latest stuff from Microsoft which i hear from those guys is really really gr8 . . .

Ya Ya . . . These guys are really really down to earth u kno ... they very well know, there could be a bug here n there, after all we are all humans, and are prone to errr ... (like they say "To Err is to Human ....... AND ....... to Err more is to be More Human)

Pj's apart ... Vista has one really really nice feature which makes use of the vast online resources to find out what caused the problem, when one occurs


Like this one for example


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This Problem was caused by . . . .

Of Course Who else . . . .isn't that just too obvious